THIS IS THE WORST RESULT THAT I HAD EVER GOTTEN.
Please this be a reminder for me and for the students out there to not to struggle for trial even though it seems less important than SPM but you'll regret in the end.
part of me was trying to calm me down but my head keeps on telling me not to lie to myself and just admit it that this is the worst result and should try harder.
drawing a steadying breath, i opened that one particular website, making me listless and uneasy. i braved myself, and ignored the fact that i had had dreams of not getting what i want and it was going to disappoint me at one point. i put in my details and i clicked ENTER.