Breaking bad

I know it's already 2017 and that series ended in 2013. Better late than never right? Since for the past few weeks, I have been using my spare time watching this tv series and let me tell you, it was definitely worth my time despite for the first two seasons to be somewhat kind of mundane and meaningless. But truth be told, it was not actually and it all made sense when the final season came. 

This series has one of the saddest ending for a tv series I've ever watched. So I would highly recommend that anyone of you who have yet watched this to watch it as soon as possible and I would really like to discuss the endings with you guys.

Well. I just finished watching it just now and the ending was so moving that I had to make a fan fiction story to continue the ending that I had playing constantly in my mind.

So here it goes...

First of let's talk about Jessie, since he's the second main character in that series I feel that it's more appropriate that if I shed some light on his continued ending first preceding anyone else's. So he has finally broken free from the clutch of the gang who wanted him alive just so that he could perpetually be their meth-making puppet. He finally arrived to a secluded area and everything was so overwhelming to him and there were these thousands images running through his thought, some of which were plans or somewhat fragmented ideas that to him would be the ticket free from getting caught and to finally start over with his life. 

He went to his two bestfriends first, crashed at one of those two's houses and finally explained everything to them and they discussed throughout the night on how to save Jessie. Finally, they came up with an idea to lay low for the first few weeks, since the police is still hot on their feet trying to investigate that freshly new case. Then one night, when Jessie was sleeping he remembered that Todd once mentioned where they kept all the money that they stole from Walter and he decided to look for those money the next morning. But he was stopped because his plan was to risky since the place they kept the money was very near to the recent crime scene so he came to a conclusion that he had to put his former plan on a hiatus first or at least until everything has subsided.

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Skyler who found out about Walter's death from the officer who was investigating this case, showed no remorse or emotion whatsoever and when it was his son's turn to receive the news, the smirk on Walter's Jr's face made Skyler felt pity and sad for Walter (her former husband). She has always prayed that someday that her son would see Walter for his true self and never to judge her and looked at her badly, but after seeing that response from Walter Jr or Flynn, she took it back. She felt that it was very unfair for her husband to receive that kind of response from his own child.

The officer asked her whether she would like to see Walter's face for the last time and on the phone she said, "I, I,.. I think I need some time first" then she puts down the phone and went to her living room and lit a cigarette. The smoke coming off from the end of the burnt cigarette obscured her vision and all that she could see was 'white fume'. 

Starting anew -AGAIN!

Luring people into reading what I wrote  has always been the hardest part about blogging. I also have that constant problem of writer's block where I don't know what to write and sometimes I even have this urge to not blog for a very long time. In this case, 3 years to be exact!

A lot has changed both physically and mentally for me and a lot has happened too! I'm not sure if you  are kept abreast of my current situation (I doubt you guys did), I am now a dental student at University of Malaya. It might also come  as a surprise to some of you that I did choose something unrelated to maths-Explaining this bit  would require another whole different post entry.

Putting unneccessary introduction aside, I decided to continue on posting stuff on this blog simply because my efforts of making a dental blog was all in vain. I was too lazy to write all the stuff I did in dental school. And the pressure and also the packed schedule were some of the definite reasons why blogging dental stuff and putting them out to the public might not sound so fun at all. I decided that blogging should not just be about me instead it should be a medium for me to impart messages that I might find profound and enlighting.

Currently, I am planning to change my life for the better. I want to stop acting like a child and just mature mentally because I am no more a teen I am a freaking 22 year-old man! I should start taking up resposibility stop making unreasonable excuses and pointing the fault on someone else and instead find ways to make better of the things I found to be hard and even discouraging.

Blogging might be an old-fashioned way considering how we now have youtube, facebook and the never ending instagram picture uploads, but I believe writing my thoughts and putting them out to the public has always been the best way of reaching out to you guys. I might not be a public figure, or even someone popular but I believe in making a change and this changes I want to do, I want to do them with you. I hope that with this first entry within the 3years time span, I can be true to my words and start becoming a resposible adult.